crossroads


its been playing on my mind
am i the one wasting time?
i feel like i'm fading away
i cant seem to find my way

i've been moving on after last month
i moved forward without a grunt
but now i see two paths in front
which way do i go? which way do i want?

somehow both ways bring happiness
but the paths are narrow and perilous
and if i dun reach the finish line
i'll be stuck in the middle trapped in time

if only i could go both ways
then the sky wouldnt be so grey
i'm still at the crossroad standing alone
my thoughts are rattling my bones

i dont want to hurt anyone within the paths
i dont want to be cruel or just rough
my heart is tearing me apart
i wish i can disappear let me depart.

this is something i dun wanna regret
for i cant look back and just forget
the times the road used to be one
i'll remeber it , it was fun

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justfuckingkillme

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