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Saturday, March 31, 2007
A Stab in The Heart
my bleeding heart cries out in pain
thoughts of you flashes again and again
the more i think the more tears it gets
i try and i try to not live in regrets
like steely knives they stab my heart
long and heavy but swift as a dart
your face is haunting my dreams
the darkness the pain its so grim
depressed and pain deeper within
the sight of you as sharp as pins
it hurts so bad my broken heart
it's stabbed by you, broken apart
when the sky wears the moon as its pendant
i waited for you i'm feeling so random
i waited for hours and hours and hours
till the sky turns scarlet red like flowers
you dissapointed me over again
yet here i am still waiting in pain
this scorching torture it burns like hell
the pain the sorrow locked me in a cell
free me from the pain i pray
i want to be free i wan to gay(happy =))
oh lord help me forget the painful past
let me play on fields of grass
pull me away from the hurt i've got
give me back the laughter i forgot
let these suffering be forgotten dreams
let my heart be peaceful streams
but wait i see something from afar
a boy starving with his mouth ajar
he sleeps on nothing but a mat
but here i am complaining like a rat
suddenly i feel fine and well
my life aint so bad it's not hell
we all got problems i'm sure of that
but its how we handle them that makes the bet
look forward and never look back
or we'll forever be in a sack
a poem by jia li and me
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
promisewith heavy sacks they walked forward
a few of them looking so awkward
the burden they carry is far too great
the sadness, the grief, the anger, the hate
i feel their burden i know their pain
i offered my hand to hold their bain
they turn and politely said
its okay i'm fine and i'm already so late
i sincerely offered my help
i want to help you carry your kelp
the journey is far the road is hard
but i'll help you across ridges and arks
they politely refused and claimed to be fine
i guess i must have really been blind
i just want you to know this my friends
whatever the plight i have my shoulder to lend
no matter how hard no matter how sad
i will be here and it wont be so bad
i'll guide you through the darkness you hear?
no matter what i said i'll always be here.
i'll be here.this i promise you .
i love you my friends
Sunday, March 18, 2007
The Angel in blue
From a distance i see an angel
so pure and so divine
its lovely hair of reddish brown
the beautiful sparkle in its eyes
its skin so fair and smooth like silk
its voice so gentle so soothing
i think i have fallen for the angel
in the classroom just beside.
my heart beats like a maniac
whenever it walks by
whenever it talkes to me
i"m filled with butterflies
its beauty and grace is too much for me
it has got me captured
with a wink of its eye
cities crumbles and fall
flowers and diamonds cannot compare
to the beautiful angel just next door
the touch of its hands
brings me to wonderland
just a moment with it
is like a dream come true
oh my raging heart be still
here it comes the angel in blue.
- nonsenboi-