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Friday, April 27, 2007
not just words
when i said i'd be there for you
it was the truth and i'll keep my promise
wherever live takes you, remember i'm here
you can run to me whenever you're lonely
whenever you're sad, i'd make you smile
like the shadow in the night, you know i'll be right by your side
like a star in the sky, i'll shine on you
thought sometimes you cant see me i'm still up in the sky.
i'd be your light in the darkness
your sword in the battlefield
the words i say comes from my heart
they arent just words but a promise to you
its more than words,its a swear i'm not lying
remember if you need i'll be here
if you come i'm sure you'll find me
i promise.
dreamy love
sitting beside an empty seat
under the starry night sky's feat
i look to the moon and saw a face
a beautiful girl, i started to gaze
her hair was flowing like the finest silk
her flawless skin like pure white milk
her lustrous eyes sank a thousand ships
her divine beauty is making me weep.
i'm not good enough for you sweet angel
but still i'll save you from every danger
i'm afraid to love someone so wonderful
i'm not worth your time,i'm just a fool
but i think i love you
this feeling i get coz i miss you
the moments i spent with you
always seems to be so new
i'm falling for you
i'm feeling this way coz i love you
the memories we had
shall stay in my heart kept
i walked home and tried to sleep
i tossed and turned like a creep
i dreamed of you and your beautiful hair
i wished it was real but it vanished thin air
i wish i could be with you
talking to you feels like heaven to view
i'd do anything to get a chance
oh girl you make me wanna dance
but even though i know its almost unreal
let me dream of you in my world so surreal
i'm flying flying in my dreamy world
wait for me i'm coming girl!
Saturday, April 14, 2007
crossroads
its been playing on my mind
am i the one wasting time?
i feel like i'm fading away
i cant seem to find my way
i've been moving on after last month
i moved forward without a grunt
but now i see two paths in front
which way do i go? which way do i want?
somehow both ways bring happiness
but the paths are narrow and perilous
and if i dun reach the finish line
i'll be stuck in the middle trapped in time
if only i could go both ways
then the sky wouldnt be so grey
i'm still at the crossroad standing alone
my thoughts are rattling my bones
i dont want to hurt anyone within the paths
i dont want to be cruel or just rough
my heart is tearing me apart
i wish i can disappear let me depart.
this is something i dun wanna regret
for i cant look back and just forget
the times the road used to be one
i'll remeber it , it was fun
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doanythingtotakethepainaway
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thepainiskillingmesoftly
killingmesoftly
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killme
justfuckingkillme
Friday, April 06, 2007
Mourning
The darkness surrounds me with its long hands
I tried kicking free but I can’t make a dent
I’m so tired of this I wanna break free
I can’t take it much longer I wanna flee
This dark feeling around me it circles
Wrapped me abound tightened it strangles
It kills me to think I’m forever trapped
Just wanna break it dun wanna be wrapped
Free me from this oblivion I pray
Reach out and help me get away
Everything is fading I can’t see a thing
Everybody’s gone, where are you my king
Where’s the hand that would save me from despair
Where are those that used to always be there?
please somebody just save me from this state
Please somebody just pull me from hate
My soul is heavy its breaking apart
I can’t think straight I feel like a tard
This hollow feeling is driving me insane
My tears is flowing like the pouring rain
Empty heart of mine lost in time
Not thinking straight as sour as lime
This wasted breath I lose in sighs
All these is blurry to my little mind's eye
You promised to comfort those who mourn
Then why am I alone why am I torned?
The desolation of my heart is too great
Please come and save me before it’s too late
It’s getting deeper, deeper within
Almost not feeling what true happiness means
I wonder and mourn about life's facts
Truly it means or is it just acts
A light shines through the dark dome I’m in
A hand pushed through and grabbed me clean
Afraid of the light I struggled to stay
But the hand pulled me out into the day
And now the struggle the fear it’s gone
Into the light a new life born
No longer am I wrapped in tightness
Free as a bird heading for brightness
a poem by jia li and me. emo again hahahaha