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Saturday, January 30, 2010
i wish i could be more in your eyes, i wish i was someone else.
but since i cannot be, what then do i let go?
somethings dont change and in my heart she dwells
but i'll be nothing more than a speck of old forgotten gold
i may not understand, but im only human
i cant read your mind because im not a woman
why am i being lectured on how i should change soon
i love you for who you are and i wish you'd see me too
i dont know what to do and what to say anymore
but that aint gonna make me giveup and fall
so much can be said about stability of the mind and emotions. but its hard to keep calm and stable when something that you cherish so much in life is going to fade away from you. something forbidden yet permissible in the hand of others. nothing can light me up more than you do.
fuck my thoughts. everything is so messy. never had so many crossroads. never had to express my inner thoughts explicitly. but who gives a shit. fuck people. selfish fuckers who only care about themselves. tck, if only i could just drift away. find my own dimension of zen. i guess its time i meditate and think properly.