Poems™

2010-09-05T12:08:00.000-07:00

Short moment of euphoria

For as long as i can remember, i've been searching for treasure. I saw a bar of gold lying on the floor, as i contemplated picking it up, someone else caught sight of it first and took it away.

that brief moment of euphoria i felt, encouraged me. Maybe there's treasure all around me but i just failed to see. whatever it is im grateful for this lesson.

Thank you for saving me bar of gold.

2010-08-24T01:29:00.000-07:00

The broken lyre

No more shall the lyre mimick happiness
No more shall it sing
The beautiful tune it once displayed
Becomes a tune not to be said

Once golden and bright, a grand spectacle
But rustic dentures covered its magnificent oracle
Fear came and tainted it's soul
Fear came and took his world.

Feelings once harboured, took sail away
Fear once rooted, led life astray
Despair and pain his closest friends
Emptiness tied the remaining loose ends

Strength and will leaked from
His ears
Wisdom and knowledge regurgitated
Determination and passion manually ejaculated
Character and honour disappeared

In one fell swoop his life was taken
Like a silver bullet through the werewolf's head
Evil intentions knocked and taunted
Life, his greatest mistake

Laughing hysterically he cursed his maker
Screeching loudly the lyre played
The soft notes danced to it's ironic melody
Mimicked the tune "end of the world"

2010-06-05T10:49:00.000-07:00

Man in the mirror

My hands, my face, my legs, my hair
reflected another on its shiny vessel
inverted, reverted it stays in the fair
appearing only to the lesser

Fear not the dark doth i he says
but disappears when light dies
feel not disdain nor pain he claims
but what he mirrors is lies

Integrity stripped and honour a tomb
a thief without his hood
a figurine where darkness looms
in fantasies he deludes

Where people fear darkness
he welcomes the black revenant
only in darkness he feels calm
only in darkness he starts to smile

Reject me not he strongly dictates
embrace me for i am you
but how strongly i hate
the me in the mirror

Where once white wings sprouted
evil intentions corrupted
where once white wings sprouted
they become leathery black

A smirk covered face with a crown on his head
he demands recognition and respect
but I’ll only provide an empty plate
served with a slivery knife to dissect

Before manhood before long
will i stand or will i fall
to kill the man in the mirror
or to let him kill me

2010-05-18T05:31:00.000-07:00

Rain of pain

Darkness desended murdered the day
Black blood covered it's orangey fray
Wrapped in agony and oozing pain
I have slayed my caliban

Hysterically laughing advocates
Seized the moment proliferate
Procrastinate not death nor pain
They've come to reap my bane

Seraph of hell dragged me Down
Spread his wings profound
Attempt to corrupt my burning soul
I rejected thee

Treading in circles never ending
Eternity a dream ascending
I picked the light Excalibur
And smited me

Darkness funeral six chimes
The bell signals new beginnings
Broken free of my fate no more shall hate
My mirror and my servant's me

I hath murdered me I hathe murdered sleep
Sleep no more sing no more for life is dead
Never shall I sing and sleep
Untill my mirror mirror's me.

2010-05-16T03:54:00.000-07:00

Some thoughts.

Beauty, the manifestation of pleasure. All things beautiful are all things pleasurable. Beauty is both a blessing and a curse. Beauty needs no reason, it is by itself a reason for any course of action taken because of its boundless influence. Beauty ends the moment an intellectual expression is evoked as intellect is but an exaggeration of one's expression and distorts the harmony of any face. is beauty everything?
Time, jealous of the attention the beautiful receives, steals the only blessing a beauty has which is its beauty. Left only with the curse of the lost youth where it was once adored for. A beauty without beauty is nothing. A beauty cannot be intellectual because of the company it receives. A curse to roam the land with wolves hungry for a taste of its youth. A beauty does not meet or harbour the company of the intellectual because, the intellectual would soon be a fool when emotions gets in its way. In the end, a beauty's gift is limited with time where all glory is lost when the theives strike its place.

Strength, powerful, dangerous, an attribute to be feared. Strength draws blood and breaks bones of the weak, dominates all except the intellectual. Strength alone can shake nations, but strength is weak. Unlike beauty strength is not a reason but a toy. Strength is like a weapon, useless without a user. Strength is easy to manipulate easy to pull, he who has strength cannot have intellect for he who has intellect would not bother having strength and instead employ them.
Strength without its strength is nothing. a strong person would be worthless without his strength likewise a gun without bullets. It is not he who is strong who rules the world, if that is so, we would be governed by lions and elephants who's strength reigns on land. The distinction should not be the strong and the weak, but the intellectual and the unintellectual.

Intellect, weak, ugly, the attribute with no distinct physical personification. Those thought of to be intellectual are thought of to be weak and morbid in appearance. But it is the intellectual who are the kings of this world. Humans, weak, small, insignificant in size compared to the whales, but capable of killing them. There is no animal in this world that cannot be destroyed by a human. intellect should be the epitome of fear where by he who can think is to be feared. intellect manipulates and plays with the strong and the beautiful. Intellect is the greatest weapon in the world where by if one was not bounded by the chains of emotions one could rule the world. Sadly the intellectual are like the grey areas of a picture, dull and easily forgotten. but without the intellectual there would be no distinction, no form, no backbone. Emotions are the chains that hold and restrain the wild beast of the intellectual.

In this world, i believe perfection lies in being balanced, when one is too beautiful one would be weak and foolish, because of the praise and self exaltation, when one is too strong one would swallow in their own strength and open the doors to self destruction. When one is too intellectual, one would feel out of place and alienated from the rest because there is no one that can understand and relate to their genius. I believe that beauty lies in humanity and character, strength lies in determination and intellect in wisdom. I seek not superficial pleasure but something greater. I do not harbour shallow love for people. But would you understand the depth of my devotion? i am sincere i can show you what it means by being true, but fear compels you to reject my proposition and it cloaks your conscious and subconscious nature. it is that fear i need to eradicate, so that you may open your heart to life's blessings. You do not believe only because you fear, if everything can be achieved without hardship then nothing is worth achieving. I'm willing to fight for it but it can't be done alone. if you are willing to join my fight and strive for happiness, i believe it can be done but if you give up and try to influence your weakness, then there is no fight worth fighting for anymore.

i'm ashamed how my thoughts divulged into another hopeless romantic reasoning, i am motivated by romanticism i am a romantic. And a romantic without romance is but the moon without the illumination of the sun, just another rock.

tidal waves are crashing
earth quakes are killing
my world is falling
but i fight on because my quest for love is not finished
scorn me, laugh at me, jeer at me if you will for my purpose. I do not care, for i am me and this makes me happy. You can be an idol you can be a star, you can be popular but in this life, if you do not have happiness you do not have life. you can only live once and a life without happiness is worthless.

embrace life, i love thee
i'll fight for you my withered tree.

2010-03-01T10:03:00.001-08:00

Slaying the dreamer

I'm a priest for the poorest sacrifice
I'm but a raft in a sea of sorrow and greed
You bathed in my wine
Drank from my cup, mocked my rhyme
Your slit tongues licked my aching wounds

Put a stake through my heart!
And drag me into sunlight
So awake for your greed
As you're slaying the dreamer

Swansong for the Wish of Night
God it hurts, give a name to the pain
Our primrose path to hell is growing weed

Blame me, it's me
Coward, a good-for-nothing scapegoat
Dumb kid, living a dream
Romantic only on paper

Tell me why you took all that was mine!
Stay as you lay - don't lead me astray!

Wake up, mow the weed
You'd be nothing without me
Take my life if you have the heart to die

You bastards tainted my tool
Raped my words, played me a fool
Gather your precious glitter and leave me be
The Great Ones are all dead
And I'm tired, too

I truly hate you all!

- Nightwish -

2010-01-30T10:24:00.000-08:00

i wish i could be more in your eyes, i wish i was someone else.
but since i cannot be, what then do i let go?
somethings dont change and in my heart she dwells
but i'll be nothing more than a speck of old forgotten gold

i may not understand, but im only human
i cant read your mind because im not a woman
why am i being lectured on how i should change soon
i love you for who you are and i wish you'd see me too

i dont know what to do and what to say anymore
but that aint gonna make me giveup and fall

so much can be said about stability of the mind and emotions. but its hard to keep calm and stable when something that you cherish so much in life is going to fade away from you. something forbidden yet permissible in the hand of others. nothing can light me up more than you do.

fuck my thoughts. everything is so messy. never had so many crossroads. never had to express my inner thoughts explicitly. but who gives a shit. fuck people. selfish fuckers who only care about themselves. tck, if only i could just drift away. find my own dimension of zen. i guess its time i meditate and think properly.

2010-01-30T10:22:00.000-08:00

What i do in school

hahaha lectures are boring like fuck.

2009-12-28T05:29:00.000-08:00

This poem is something i thought of recently and it may not make much sense but it means alot to me.

The one eyed double eyelid girl.

mirror mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?
is it that french girl on the street with make up on her feet
or the american girl right there, parting her legs for all she cared

tell me mirror on my wall, who's the fairest of them all?
is it that red necked woman with fir aplenty, full of sass but brains all empty?
or is i he porcelain painted japanese beauty who's actually just a tutti fruti

so mirror mirror of my heart, tell me thy secrets of thy art
who the fairest woman is? tell me oh mirror tell me please

who else other than that amazing deer, the one eyed double eyelid girl.
astoundingly beautiful and unique she stands, coming from a distant and tiny land

if life was a diamond then she'd be, the brilliant cuts that sparkle you see!

if beauty only meant skin deep, then she be a princess still asleep.

beauty, brawn, brains and tact, she has them all and more in fact
innocence and kindliness possesses her whole, hard work and determination to her is gold

so steward steward looking at me, who in the mirror do you see?
no one other than that beautiful deer
the one eyed double eyelid girl.

2009-10-15T10:46:00.000-07:00

Judgement

Judgement has jaded its juvenile restrictions regarding the
justifications of a jack-screwed jagged janizarian
and has forged with itself a jewel carved like a jaguar
to represent the jaunty javelin of Jeffersonian justice.

In turn, these jeopardizing actions jerks only peace
and such jestingly jeofail results in jostle destruction.
But fear not jovial people and let joy and jubilee jubate your Jovian heart
for justice shall be rebirth in new judegments without the judicial or the judicious. I swear justice

For I am Judgement

2009-08-23T08:54:00.000-07:00

I gave my heart
I gave my love
Oh ho, my darling
I am true
Doin' the best
The best I can
But it's not good enough for you

I tried so hard
So hard to please
Oh ho, my darling
What more can I do?
Doing the best
The best I can
But it's not good enough for you

You know I was the kind who'd run
Any time you'd call
I guess I was the only one
Who didn't mind at all
I'll be a dreamer
I'll be a fool
Oh ho, my darling
My whole life through
Doin' the best
The best I can
But it's not good enough for you..

2009-08-21T04:08:00.000-07:00

Am i not good enough? am i too ugly for you? too incomprehensible? why is it so hard to give me a chance? what have i done or gone wrong? lol in the end its just me myself i. people pretend to know me but they dont. they see but they do not comprehend, they hear but they do not understand. everyone's gone. Don't you ever wish you were someone else? not me. its hard to try your best but i'm still going to try. Come whatever, i'll take you down. i may have ego but i know my capacity.

2009-05-22T12:15:00.001-07:00

A rant, and some thoughts

Society, with its social bullshit standards and all, its follow or be made fun of. Everyone's a God damn conformist nowadays. Nobody wants to be an individualist, unless its about acting all artsy fartsy and drawing a baboon's ass worth of paintings. Whats the point? people all just want to feel significant, to feel apart of this world. And some are so desperate for attention they dress up wildly and go in groups that literally scream for attention. fucking fifty cents, going around sharing cigarettes and holding a classical guitar on their shoulders like some kind of bazooka.

Emos, i cant stand the sight of them, whiny little pussies and dykes that live on the word "pity". they are like the bottom feeders to me. They self create problems and exagerate situations and always say " you will never understand" OF COURSE BITCH! WHO THE FUCK WILL UNDERSTAND WHEN YOU"RE CRYING OVER SOMETHING SO SMALL. fuck
i have a dear friend who is down with leukemia, he has only 2 months to live and he dosent act like this. You fucking emos can live for all u fucking care but u want to end life thinking its bad. if its bad then what about people in africa? bitch count your blessings.my friend wants to live but he dosent have much choice. its because of people like you god damn emo faggots that spoil the world.

i recently had some friends talk to me about girls and all. apparently i got scolded for liking someone. I find it pretty ridiculous. from what i've inquired, never like a girl, unless she likes you. because somehow, when u like a girl it puts pressure on them and they suffer. i was scolded for this. BUT if the girl likes you and you like her then its ok!, by all means go ahead. but what the fuck? so are you trying to say i'm restricted on about who i can love? this is fucking lame. so what if i like someone? not as though i forced the person or pestered the person to be with me or smth. So is it a new trend nowadays to be sinful to genuinely like someone and try their best to woo? if it is then i've got nothing to say. I wish i was borned in the oldies. where fucking everyone lives on values and not on filth and crap they call " 21st century" they fucking sin and sin and use that line to justify their actions. SO WHAT if its the 21st century, no matter what, whats wrong will stay wrong. Dont twist the system of morals just because of physical or mental pleasure and distort everything. fuck i'm fucking pissed off with this world.
Every day i'd read the newspaper and say fuck a few times. PINKDOT? screw that pink dot. love love love? screw yourselves. fucking hell, if people like you prosper, then the world will never conceive naturally anymore.

friends come and go. but some leave footprints in your heart while others steal your sand say some pretty words and then rob you of your happiness while you are naively thinking away that they are good friends. screw them. i'm not going to be emotionally attached to people much. where do they go when u need them? its so easy to sms me or call me and say you're bored, want to meet or skip sch or whatever. but after that POOF they vanish. and only re materialize when they need to make use of you again. haha the irony. whatever. i aint no artsy fartsy , emo, conformist bitch. i aint no selfish asshole that puts myself first. if u want to thread on me u can. jolly well do so now. i;ve lost my trust in human beings but not my hope. there still are good people out there and it would be bad if i didnt give them credit. Cheers to all you good people who sacrifice so much to try make this place a better place. but for the rest of you, go burn in hell, selfish assholes that acts as if the world revolves around yourselves. BAH insignificant insects.

screw this i'm going to sleep. another day to waste and wait for my demise. Whats my goal in life? the hell i know, i;ve lost all my meaning to live. Joy? sadness? contentment? i;ve felt it all. so whats new?

2009-05-02T23:06:00.001-07:00

One for fun

my chest it seems to have become

bigger i swear, its not going down

i can barely cover it with my palm

and make it move one by one

what wonderful pair of infinite fun

i'm bringing them right out in the sun

if roses were red and violets blue

then damn my chest has got to be cool.

2009-02-14T04:11:00.000-08:00

Awesome shoes.

A few weeks back i bought 2 plain white Vans lookalike shoes for 15 bucks. i was planning to design it on my own but inspiration failed me. so i decided to leave it in my best friend's girlfriend hands Allie. and damn did she do an amazing job. thanks allie! its a work of art!

2009-01-28T09:27:00.000-08:00

Orange picking story

I picked an orange, which was perfect for me. it was flawless on the outside and the texture smooth and not too soft. I started peeling its skin and feasting on it, but I realized it didn’t taste so good. Not because the orange was bad or sour, its insides were all perfectly juicy and sweet. What cause the bad taste was because of me brushing my teeth. The symbolic lesson learnt from this? Haven’t figured it out, but I may have been brushing my “teeth” too much that I turned whatever that’s sweet to me sour.

The moral behind this is eat the orange before brushing your teeth. In this case, or more so in my case, I should give my best shot first before telling myself what the end result will be. If I were to tell myself what the end result would be first, I would loose hope and motivation in doing my best and the sweet orange will turn sour. Whereas if I did my best first and cross your fingers, I at least have tasted the orange first and I can clean my teeth later for necessity sake. I don’t know what this orange mean. But it just happened to me so yea. I’ll do my best for you. Because 1012 I love you.

2009-01-17T07:25:00.000-08:00

The immortal

He sat beside his dying love battling against time
He heard her soft small whisper calling out his name
She slowly closed her eyes and panic possessed his mind
He never thought he would go through such agonizing pain

What myopic demon possessed him at that place?
Where he asked for immortality, life without a phase
He didn’t foresee what the consequences were
He didn’t know his life would be a blur.

Living for a thousand years of untold agony
Watching all his loved ones perish
He stabbed himself a hundred times too many
But he still lived, he didn’t vanish.

He longed to be rid of this Godless curse
To be free and satisfy his undying thirst
But the stars stared down and mocked at him
Laughing at his a life without a fin

Every town he stepped into chased him away
Because of his unaging features that stay
Immortality what a foolish wish it be
If only quote he that I could see.

How long more will he walk this Earth?
to Thread on the mortal’s turf
He prays for his time to be up
From the living he wishes to depart

Woe to him the miserable immortal
To whom everyone’s hostile
Undying unaging unliving being
Life forever never has a meaning.

2009-01-11T01:53:00.000-08:00

This post is entitled. " all i want"

its not a poem but its a drawing and a tattoo design i want to have imprinted on my chest. its to remind me of all my values and my believes and to never loose sight of them as time goes on. it also represents all the things in life i want and my goals and dreams. especially "that".

i hope you enjoy this piece of wordless poetry.

2008-12-03T06:18:00.000-08:00

This is a song that inspired me and still does today. a very meaningful song about a great sacrifice. i wonder if there is anyone left in this world who is willing to partake this quest, to be willing to die so that honour and justice may live. it has always been my romantic dream to be a knight in days of old, wielding my brandished steel which smoked with bloody execution and fighting for my kingdom and my maiden. where chivalry and honour greets the brave.

The impossible Dream

To dream the impossible dream,
To fight the unbeatable foe,
To bear with unbearable sorrow,
To run where the brave dare not go.

To right the unrightable wrong,
To love pure and chaste from afar,
To try when your arms are too weary,
To reach the unreachable star.

This is my quest,
To follow that star --
No matter how hopeless,
No matter how far.

To fight for the right
Without question or pause,
To be willing to march
Into hell for a heavenly cause.

And I know if I'll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will be peaceful and calm
when I'm laid to my rest.

And the world will be better for this,
that one man scorned and covered with scars
still strove with his last ounce of courage.
To reach the unreachable star.

To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go.

To right the unrightable wrong
To be better far than you are
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star.

This is my quest, to follow that star,
No matter how hopeless, no matter how far
To be willing to give when there's no more to give
To be willing to die so that honor and justice may live

And I know if I'll only be true to this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm when I'm laid to my rest

And the world will be better for this
That one man scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star.

2008-10-27T01:28:00.001-07:00

Old time rock & roll by bob serger

Just take those old records off the shelf
Ill sit and listen to em by myself
Todays music aln t got the same soul
I like that old time rock n roll
Dont try to take me to a disco
Youll never even get me out on the
In ten minutes Ill be late for the door
I like that old time rockn roll

Still like that old time rockn roll
That kind of music just soothes the soul
I reminisce about the days of old
With that old time rock n roll
Wont go to hear them play a tango
Id rather hear some blues or funky old soul
Theres only sure way to get me to go
Start playing old time rock n roll
Call me a relic, call me what you will
Say Im old-fashioned, say Im over the hill
Today music aint got the same soul
I like that old time rock n roll

Still like that old time rockn roll
That kind of music just soothes the soul
I reminisce about the days of old
With that old time rock n roll

2008-10-26T21:03:00.000-07:00

Pots and pans

As my grandmother sat down to clean the room
She complained to me of my uncle’s rashness
He asked for all the old pots to be doomed
The pots who were his childhood companions

Each different pot and each different pan
Told a story which includes her laments
A large clay pot of golden brown
Told a tale of 8 hungry little crowns

The soot stain pan battered and worned
Told a tale of hardship won
These ancient potteries may seem foul
But each holds memories dear to her soul

My grandmother is sadden by his rash actions
I wonder if he knew what they all represent
It may not seem much for a reaction
But it is all she has left at present

Every dent and every stain
Reminds her of her wonderful youths
Where she raised 8 mischievous grains
Where she was always on the roof

I may be young and full of crap
But I understand her current emotional lap
For I too cherish the memories I had
With family or friends, good or bad

Don’t worry grandma, don’t be sad
You should be happy like a jolly good lad
Your sons are your greatest living legacy true
And I hope I’d be one in the future too

2008-08-24T02:28:00.000-07:00

Nightmare under the barren moon

The howling of the midnight hounds echoed in my ear
The screeching of hungry bats only deepened my fear
Though the seductress of slumber tempted me to sin
A whisper from within cries “you hath murdered day’s fin”

Blackness engulfed me and another dimension I soon see
Why was I running with such amazing glee?
A playground I see without a soul
The children are dead. Who’s the foul?

The ground parted and to oblivion I fell
A park I see next filled with death’s bell
Rusted bicycles and ripped up tents
The scenery an insulting contempt

The ground slowly withered and turned to dust
Everyone was consumed because of their lust
The destruction under the white balloon
This nightmare under the barren moon

I was floating and swaying with the wind
Into a tall castle next with a presence so grim
Skeletal figures chained to a computer screen
Unrelenting to stop, its deathly fingers tainted green

I floated down and let a out a ghastly scream
Corpses of children surrounded this dream
In their bony fingers they all hold
A weird device covered in mould

Sunlight soon showered upon the cemetery
Awakened from the nightmare of complete misery
What was the purpose of the horrid dream?
Maybe mother nature’s sorrowful scream.

by jeremy

2008-04-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

its been awhile since i last got inspiration for a new piece of poetry. i hope you like it.

The nymph from the north east

With beautiful eyes and lustrous lips

Flowing hair and mesmerizing hips

She smitten me with honeyed words

And trapped me like a cage of birds

Her skin so beautifully fair and smooth

Her voice so alluring even from aloof

Mesmerizing millions wherever she goes

Even in the night she just glows

One look into her beautiful eyes and I go weak

When she gazes at me my heart skips

When she talks to me with her pouty lips

My heart trembles and then gets ripped

A constellation of her appears all the time

I can’t help notice the way she shines

My soul surrendered and the key she holds

My heart she enslaved and like clay she moulds

Help me out of the den of death

I can’t escape I’m out of breath

Her beauty stole the wind in my lungs

And it has been going on for months

Running away would never do

She’d appear and whisper “boo”

I’d freeze to her beautiful voice

My heart she showed poise

She has infected me for all eternity

I’m a slave for her fraternity

Forever to do her bidding

Your will is mine no kidding.

2008-02-09T07:48:00.001-08:00

Emotions

Skies turned fire red, clouds gathered rain

The ember coloured rain fell to its doom

Redness turned to darkness and its hands caressed the world.

Pure blackness is the only inhabitant.

The light of the world could not be rekindled

Dismay and hatred started to spawn

The seductress of sorrow led the light astray

The flattering lips of destruction is making its way

The den of pain and the book of memories

Haunting together spreads terror to territories

The unsatisfying hunger of anger started feasting on loose thoughts

And the core desperately tries to fight the evil back.

The strength of the world is slowly returning back

Aliens endowed with wings joined the attack

But it’s up to the world to accept their intervention

And win against the hands of emotions

The core of the world, drunk in sorrow

Lifted up by the crane of friendship he borrowed

Now sober and ready to fight the pain

Starts by killing the anger and hold back the rain

Light could be seen from the dark and it enveloped everything

The sky turned blue once again and the clouds are diamond rings

The darkness is dormant from its defeat

Only emotions can revive its deceit.

2008-01-10T21:57:00.002-08:00

The rose

A rose standing in plains of lush green

Picked up by a lady of great beauty

Dazzled by the flower at first sight

Pricked by the thorns when she held tight

A petal fell off the beautiful rose

Picked out by the senseless beauty

Placed it in an old dusty vase

Left in a corner in a dark red room

The thorns that surrounded the rose

Hacked away by the vivacious beauty

Wounded and dying the rose is mourning

It lacked the love from its lovely host

The rose stayed in the vase through hard times

Accompanied the lady through her hardest days

But when the lady had not a worry at sight

She left the rose alone to rot and die

The last petal of the rose remains

Will it fall or will it stay

The fate lies in her hands

But once its gone it’ll never come back.

2007-10-15T00:53:00.000-07:00

grief.

on a cold october morning
where rain fell and thunder mourning
screams for my name rang out
what i saw was horrible no doubt

you were hanging by your collar
limp and lifeless , eyes with no colour
i took you down and pumped your heart
an attempt so futile on my part

rain started pouring down within
you were beside me but not breathing
i stroke your hair and lament your loss
and grief overtook me for this cause.

i wish i could see you smile once more
and wag your tail or drool on the floor
now you're gone and left me behind
when i needed you the most you decline

who's there for me to hold when i'm down
to lick me and pull me from sadness i drowned
to bark at strangers who pissed us off
to warn us of rain and so forth

the picture of you hanging
haunts me as i see you dangling
i failed as your beloved owner
i'm better off as a loner

brave brother rusty
your departure sure is costly
may God bless your kindred soul
your loving kindness thats so bold

my soul and spirit you crushed
i'm feeling down and flushed
seeing you in the grey plastic bag
was painer then the strongest jab

i'm lost and forlorn
i'm twisted with thorns
because you're gone
but i still cant say so long

peace be with you good pal
may your afterlife never be vile
i'm in giref and anguish
because you were vanquished
remember me in heaven above
watch over me i pray like a dove

i miss you i love you rusty

2007-10-04T10:12:00.001-07:00

My best friend rusty

As I opened the door
and stepped to the corridor
i feel two curious eyes
Constantly watching in disguise

His tail started to flap
Around and around a flag
His ears perk up and he looks at you
With eyes you always find new

His gleeful face when being pet
Traps my heart into his net
His simple joy of going out
Never seemed to be blown out

When sadness overtook me whole
He was there for me to hold
When all had given up on me
He licked my hand and made me free

The gentle creature whom I adore
Ferocious at strangers at the door
Like a lion he barks to let them know
He’s here so they can’t make us low

His heart so pure and love so true
His hungry face that always drools
He never ever belittled me
He always filled my heart with glee

But now I have to let you go
I cant bear to, you’re more than gold
The thought of you going away
Makes the blue areas grey

Will I never see you again
Wish it all never began
The feeling of loosing a loved one
Hurts more then being gunned

Remember me my good friend
When you’re away and cramped
Your golden hair and scent so musky
Be happy my best friend rusty.

Goodbye my pal... goodbye.

2007-09-15T02:27:00.000-07:00

Lament

As i look into the river depressed and sad
i gazed at my reflection and pictured u there
how i longed to see your vivacious smile
and hear the gleeful laughter you bestow

Oh priestess of my heart, where art thou?
i need you like the trees needs the sun
i'd endeavour through hell to see you smile
but woe to me because now you're gone.

I see you clearly right beside me
happy and shocked i tried to hug thee
but you disappeared into the air
nothing was left not even a hair

Lamenting your absence i started to drink
alcohol was the substance to forget everything
though only for a short period of time
but enough to help me live and survive

Hear me oh goddess of my soul
come back and fill my heart again
please hear my cry of love thats lost
and let me embrace thee one more time

The wisest of men once told me
only the fools rush in
but i cant help this feeling
of loving you at first sight

the tenderness of your smile
encaged me into your hands
your beautiful melodious vocals
mesmerised me whole

as i sit alone by my river
i stopped to think of thee
being sad has never helped me
and i dont intend to be

2007-07-17T07:54:00.001-07:00

Nothingness

Under the moonless midnight sky

The chatter of bells ensued

The howling of despair rings out

Something evil this way starts

Running down the black icy path

Fear consumed by the constant blare

Beasts lurking at every shadow

Tingling their senses with every step

Moving forwards is the only choice

All that surround in this unholy night

Is darkness and despair

Manifested nothingness

His heart racing as time passes

The darkness goes on and on

The light at the end of the tunnel

Has gone missing, lost.

His body is weak but his mind goes on

He runs and runs till oblivion he forgets

Fear now numbed by his constant flare

He keeps moving never to stop.

Red eyes surrounding, foul smells emits

The chilling fear of his heart pounces out

The devil’s face that he actually saw

Was his own, his painful soul

He wrestled himself for days

Determined to overcome himself

He finally wins the battle

A light then shone afar

The nothingness in his soul

He hath overcome

The manifestations have gone

But the nothingness lays dormant waiting to be reborned.

2007-07-01T08:20:00.000-07:00

Unrequited love

A beautiful house beneath the azure skies

Lies a jewel more radiant then the moon

Endeavored to see her with no price

Though it will lead him to his doom

How painful it'll be he doesn’t care

Like burning hell fires and hurtful beams

All that matters is to see her smile

Her smile that makes it all worthwhile

Her smile is the fragrant desire

The phantom of his dreams

His thoughts they conspired

But his love made them green

Her touch sent electric shocks

Down his entire mind

Her voice like perfect symphony

One could never find

His attempts to charm her with flute and lyre

Futile they were but still did he endeavored

He’d march into hell and back in one piece

For his love is too much for Satan to diss

His love enough to fly straight to heaven

But still he preferred to stay with her

Against all odds against all objections

He fought with demons and prayed for exception

Bewildered and weak yet with passion replete

His actions and deeds were beyond human limits

His life like an hourglass slowly depletes

Drain he was but his love still emits

Love overflowing like a waterfall

Pouring heavily yet so magnificently

Hungry for her love he gives it all

Watching over her stopping her fall

The grievous pain he felt

Whenever he saw her with her love

The sadness that couldn’t be dealt

Encaved him like a bottomless glove

However painful this love felt
A smile of hers was worth a thousand miles,
Hoping to touch her, make her melt,
Just so he could make her smile

A hundred years later excavators found
A love letter on a skeleton that was bound
His words made millions be moved to tears
But it failed to move his love in times he deared
How painful it is to endure love unrequited
Forever alone but never belittled

By beggy and sa-li

2007-06-22T12:40:00.000-07:00

heyloo sorry for the late post but here's another poem i hope you like it, its specially made for a special someone. ;)

unexplained

science expained many mysteries of life
it's so advance u can go under the knife
but still it dosent explain why
everytime i look at you, i'll fly

whats this feeling that overwhelms me?
the butterflies in my tummy, the jelly in my knees
the sensational warmness in my soul
the unexplained feeling that just grows

but how can i compare to this angelic beauty
full of grace and an uncomparable cutey
her melodious voice makes babies sleep
her lustrous eyes i want to keep

with each swing of her arms, millions are dazzled
she's the light in this hollow vessel
she's the the reason for my ignition
in the midst of all the deception

I could go on it never ends

Lasting forever my love would
Over the centuries if it could
Venturing far into the hood
Enpowering me to take this loot

you never failed to make me smile
over and over u made me wild
untill today it hasnt turned mild.

2007-06-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

all about you

when i'm in darkness, you made it bright
you were my shining light
the feathers in my pillows
the wind in the willows

you made the crazy world seem right
you're the moon in my darkest nights
the gentle winter wind from the east
the cooling sensational midnight breeze

your beauty mesmerised a colony
as you stood upon your balcony
i'm nothing but a felony
standing beside beauty's melody

i'm not good enough for you
i'm the hunchback, you're the beau
you're the vivacious stallion
i'm the donkey in the gallion

what audacious irony,in this auspicious hour
i wanna hold you dear, like leaves and to the flower
i'll be your knight in shining steel
your medicine when you're ill

i'd be by yourside i swear
your burden i shall bear
i'd die for you my love
even after my rebirth

let the hour pass
nothing but a dreamy lust
if only i was the one you fancied
then only i'll be dancing.

2007-05-05T08:50:00.000-07:00

Darkness

behind every light i am there
behind the brightness and the glare
i am the blackness in your heart
i am the evil in the damned art

swiftly i creep behind
u can see me through the blind
dun try resisting me master
it only makes me creep faster

cant you feel me now
the power in this deadly hour
embrace me as we are one
you'll never be in want

see the shadow in the moon
it will spread all over soon
i, the darkness shall take over
the moon and all its bloody clovers

you can never get rid of me
i am in control cant you see
the flooding of the dark
is just about to start

yes feed me i am hungry i want more
fill me up u tentacious bore
kill the innocent spill their blood
i am the darkness begin this flood

yes i am in control there is no hope
i am your power i am your dope
its no use i have taken over
i shall be your one and only lover

this is what happens when u let me in
now we're a one man team
in the ghettos you shall hide
and my commands you shall abide.

i fill your dreams with plenty of fright
i ride the lightning in the bear of night
say your prayers for i am here
i am darkness your greatest fear

2007-04-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

not just words

when i said i'd be there for you
it was the truth and i'll keep my promise
wherever live takes you, remember i'm here
you can run to me whenever you're lonely
whenever you're sad, i'd make you smile

like the shadow in the night, you know i'll be right by your side
like a star in the sky, i'll shine on you
thought sometimes you cant see me i'm still up in the sky.
i'd be your light in the darkness
your sword in the battlefield

the words i say comes from my heart
they arent just words but a promise to you
its more than words,its a swear i'm not lying
remember if you need i'll be here
if you come i'm sure you'll find me
i promise.

2007-04-27T05:08:00.000-07:00

dreamy love

sitting beside an empty seat
under the starry night sky's feat
i look to the moon and saw a face
a beautiful girl, i started to gaze

her hair was flowing like the finest silk
her flawless skin like pure white milk
her lustrous eyes sank a thousand ships
her divine beauty is making me weep.

i'm not good enough for you sweet angel
but still i'll save you from every danger
i'm afraid to love someone so wonderful
i'm not worth your time,i'm just a fool

but i think i love you
this feeling i get coz i miss you
the moments i spent with you
always seems to be so new

i'm falling for you
i'm feeling this way coz i love you
the memories we had
shall stay in my heart kept

i walked home and tried to sleep
i tossed and turned like a creep
i dreamed of you and your beautiful hair
i wished it was real but it vanished thin air

i wish i could be with you
talking to you feels like heaven to view
i'd do anything to get a chance
oh girl you make me wanna dance

but even though i know its almost unreal
let me dream of you in my world so surreal
i'm flying flying in my dreamy world
wait for me i'm coming girl!

2007-04-14T06:06:00.000-07:00

crossroads

its been playing on my mind
am i the one wasting time?
i feel like i'm fading away
i cant seem to find my way

i've been moving on after last month
i moved forward without a grunt
but now i see two paths in front
which way do i go? which way do i want?

somehow both ways bring happiness
but the paths are narrow and perilous
and if i dun reach the finish line
i'll be stuck in the middle trapped in time

if only i could go both ways
then the sky wouldnt be so grey
i'm still at the crossroad standing alone
my thoughts are rattling my bones

i dont want to hurt anyone within the paths
i dont want to be cruel or just rough
my heart is tearing me apart
i wish i can disappear let me depart.

this is something i dun wanna regret
for i cant look back and just forget
the times the road used to be one
i'll remeber it , it was fun

killmestabmeshootmehitme
doanythingtotakethepainaway
idunwannalivelikethis
thepainiskillingmesoftly
killingmesoftly
killingmesoftly
killmesoftly
killme
justfuckingkillme

2007-04-06T09:35:00.000-07:00

Mourning

The darkness surrounds me with its long hands

I tried kicking free but I can’t make a dent

I’m so tired of this I wanna break free

I can’t take it much longer I wanna flee

This dark feeling around me it circles

Wrapped me abound tightened it strangles

It kills me to think I’m forever trapped

Just wanna break it dun wanna be wrapped

Free me from this oblivion I pray

Reach out and help me get away

Everything is fading I can’t see a thing

Everybody’s gone, where are you my king

Where’s the hand that would save me from despair

Where are those that used to always be there?

please somebody just save me from this state

Please somebody just pull me from hate

My soul is heavy its breaking apart

I can’t think straight I feel like a tard

This hollow feeling is driving me insane

My tears is flowing like the pouring rain

Empty heart of mine lost in time

Not thinking straight as sour as lime

This wasted breath I lose in sighs

All these is blurry to my little mind's eye

You promised to comfort those who mourn

Then why am I alone why am I torned?

The desolation of my heart is too great

Please come and save me before it’s too late

It’s getting deeper, deeper within

Almost not feeling what true happiness means

I wonder and mourn about life's facts

Truly it means or is it just acts

A light shines through the dark dome I’m in

A hand pushed through and grabbed me clean

Afraid of the light I struggled to stay

But the hand pulled me out into the day

And now the struggle the fear it’s gone

Into the light a new life born

No longer am I wrapped in tightness

Free as a bird heading for brightness

a poem by jia li and me. emo again hahahaha

2007-03-31T10:17:00.000-07:00

A Stab in The Heart

my bleeding heart cries out in pain

thoughts of you flashes again and again

the more i think the more tears it gets

i try and i try to not live in regrets

like steely knives they stab my heart

long and heavy but swift as a dart

your face is haunting my dreams

the darkness the pain its so grim

depressed and pain deeper within

the sight of you as sharp as pins

it hurts so bad my broken heart

it's stabbed by you, broken apart

when the sky wears the moon as its pendant

i waited for you i'm feeling so random

i waited for hours and hours and hours

till the sky turns scarlet red like flowers

you dissapointed me over again

yet here i am still waiting in pain

this scorching torture it burns like hell

the pain the sorrow locked me in a cell

free me from the pain i pray

i want to be free i wan to gay(happy =))

oh lord help me forget the painful past

let me play on fields of grass

pull me away from the hurt i've got

give me back the laughter i forgot

let these suffering be forgotten dreams

let my heart be peaceful streams

but wait i see something from afar

a boy starving with his mouth ajar

he sleeps on nothing but a mat

but here i am complaining like a rat

suddenly i feel fine and well

my life aint so bad it's not hell

we all got problems i'm sure of that

but its how we handle them that makes the bet

look forward and never look back

or we'll forever be in a sack

a poem by jia li and me

2007-03-28T07:13:00.000-07:00

promise

with heavy sacks they walked forward
a few of them looking so awkward
the burden they carry is far too great
the sadness, the grief, the anger, the hate

i feel their burden i know their pain
i offered my hand to hold their bain
they turn and politely said
its okay i'm fine and i'm already so late

i sincerely offered my help
i want to help you carry your kelp
the journey is far the road is hard
but i'll help you across ridges and arks

they politely refused and claimed to be fine
i guess i must have really been blind
i just want you to know this my friends
whatever the plight i have my shoulder to lend

no matter how hard no matter how sad
i will be here and it wont be so bad
i'll guide you through the darkness you hear?
no matter what i said i'll always be here.

i'll be here.this i promise you .

i love you my friends

2007-03-18T01:37:00.000-07:00

The Angel in blue

From a distance i see an angel
so pure and so divine
its lovely hair of reddish brown
the beautiful sparkle in its eyes
its skin so fair and smooth like silk
its voice so gentle so soothing
i think i have fallen for the angel
in the classroom just beside.

my heart beats like a maniac
whenever it walks by
whenever it talkes to me
i"m filled with butterflies
its beauty and grace is too much for me
it has got me captured
with a wink of its eye
cities crumbles and fall

flowers and diamonds cannot compare
to the beautiful angel just next door
the touch of its hands
brings me to wonderland
just a moment with it
is like a dream come true
oh my raging heart be still
here it comes the angel in blue.

- nonsenboi-

2007-01-04T06:32:00.000-08:00

i took a personality test and this is what they say. pretty true especially the sensitive gentle part heh heh.

Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.

Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.

You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

The need for admiration and to be regarded as 'someone special' is perhaps one of the foremost aims in your life at this time. You would like to perhaps do something outrageous or anything that will give you the chance to be recognised as someone special. This desire has now almost become an obsession and in your own way you are trying to fulfil this 'complex' by ensuring you are the centre of attention, both at work or play, or in the home. Stop trying so hard and you will find that people will like you for who you are - not for who you are pretending to be.

2006-12-29T09:14:00.000-08:00

not alone

the midnight wind brushes through my hair
i"m all alone on the playground ,its my lair
the stars hidden by the darkness oh it's so dark
the moon fading the rain falling
and the pain never goes away.

lightning flashes all night long
i"m drench and cold sitting here alone
i never seem to do things right
i always screw up and i cant ignite
my flame seems to be weary
i"m alone no one"s beside me

then someone came along and sat right beside me
he was there and never forsaked me
during my darkest times of my painful life
he"d always come to sit beside
when i cried he"d put his hand on me
he made me feel alright again
with his arms around me
this special love between me and him
i cant deny and i"m not shy
i love jesus christ the lord of all
and i know he wont leave me alone.
through thick and thin he'll pull me through
through the dessert sands and volcanic lands.
he"ll be there to carry me through
oh i love the lord my God
dont you love him too?.

2006-11-24T11:00:00.000-08:00

The dawn of a new beginning

The sky turned red and glowed as if it was on fire. I turned around and saw the town of lezenoth glowing in the dying embers of the setting sun. The scarlet rays reflected on the watch tower bounced them against the surrounding brick houses which made a grand effect. I stood on the hills of mt lez staring in awe of this glorious sunset. it was the 2090s and the war between the LIVED and the GUANOCKS . i'm not sure who's good and bad but actually i dont really care. I heard from townsfolk that the war of the DRATSAB ( its named dratsab i dunno why i just cant think of cool names) would never reach this town as we were bloody neutral. its hard to think that there really is war when my town seems so peaceful and stuff.

I lived in lezenoth ever since i was a baby, i remember so clearly my childhood which was filled with mud and cooties. When i turned 15, the view of the world changed and i couldnt be bothered less with politics and stuff, i mean like how can i at a tender age of 16 do anything to change the world? so i figured that i would be better off lazing around. LIke they say ignorance is bliss right?. so i started climbing down mt lez. it wasnt a very high mountain but it would still be fatal if you were to fall off. the mountain is like a private home to me, i always hang around there staring in awe of my town basked in the beautiful sunlight. But something happened that took me by surprised, i never thought that this could be true but somehow it was.

I was halfway down when i heard the roaring sounds of an aircraft engine. there was an army of ships flying towards my town, and the vibrations from the sounds caused me to fall. i blacked out i think. i only awoke the next morning with an extreme pain down my arse. i remembered the about the army and rushed to my town. wad i saw left me flabbergasted. My town isnt my town anymore, it was more like a ruin. Rubbles everywhere and no sign of life. we were neutral GODAMNIT we were neutral! how could this happened??. on that day i swore revenge on whoever did this, and i'll personally pwn every one of them to the deepest darkest depths of hell. BUT HOW? i didnt know what i could do, but i cant certainly stay here any longer so i left my town and wandered aimlessly. 3 days later i was lost in the woods of yehc, i was starving and weak. the plants in this cursed woods are all filled with the worse poisons, and there wasnt anything i could feast on. i finally gave up and fell to the ground unconcious.

I awoke to the aroma of food. i sat up and saw myself in a small house made of bricks. i looked around and was startled by a voice. "look who's finally up" said a women, i stared at her for a moment and couldnt help but say"are you an angel?" she was too stunning beautiful to be human. i thought i saw wings sprouting out from her back. her eyes were like divine jewels and her hair was like a flowing pot of pure gold. her skin was fair and smooth ( i think) and her voice so pure and gentle. i stared at her with my mouth hanging. i was going to ask where i was but i couldnt open my mouth and speak. my throat seemed to be stucked. " you were unconcious for 3 days already did you know?" she gently stated. she then told me how she saw me lying on the floor in the woods and nursed me back to health. i was finally able to talk but i didnt know what else i could say besides thanks. i pinched myself thinking it was a dream but hell no it wasnt. i asked what her name was she then said"my name is...."

to be continued"!! ...... i think

yay i rewrote my story =D i cant rreally think right now so i'm gonna leave it like this for awhile =D .

2006-11-24T07:55:00.000-08:00

hmm i'm thinking of writing a story. here are the few topics to choose from

sci-fi
adventure
fantasy
love
sad
and of course plain old rubbish.

well i guess i'll write a few short stories soon. wad kind of stories would you like to read?

2006-11-06T05:05:00.000-08:00

Elvis Presley (can't help falling in love) edited djf

sorry wrong mv. lol this is better

2006-11-04T23:54:00.000-08:00

Alrights!! i decided to make a blog posting all about poems and stuff.
i cant stand talking about my boring life... and act like i'm so ke lian or whatever
so...

if there's any nice poem you want me to feature tell me i'll do it :)

- jeremy

2006-11-04T23:41:00.000-08:00

Joanne( a poem by jeremy)

Science cant explain all things in the world

Like how instantly, I fell for this girl

Your smile so bright, like a blinding light

That shines even through a thousand midnights

Indeed God had us fearfully made

From your pale fairness to your rubious red

Your lovely hair of black and brown

Your beauty, your charm and even your frown

You stole my dreams with your angelic eyes

Which gave me wings that made my heart fly

I"ll swim the ocean for these celestial pearls

Climb the mountains and journey the world

Your voice it soothe like a choir of flutes

Sets me to sleep even on painful roots

The tranquil sound like pleasant chimes

Which jingle and tolls to life that rhyme

Joyful and blissful you always are

Out-shining the flowers even from afar

Adorable and gentle you’ll always be

Never comparable by any other means

No one ever can take your place

Everyday you leave me dazed

-nonsenboi

2006-11-04T23:37:00.000-08:00

Unrequited love(by Jeremy teo)

If I cant have you in this life

I"d still call your name with my last breath

pray you tell me what would make you happy

I"ll run the miles, swim the oceans

Its you I live for and its you I"ll die for

I waited patiently just for a call

But for seven days and seven nights

all I heard was the sound of my voice

we used to be so close

like butterflies flying together around a pretty flower

till the wagging tongues of people drove a sled between us

like an axe through stumps the gossip broke us apart

it went through the wood and pierced my heart

All I ever want is just to hold you in my arms

I never want to let you go I just want to be by your side

Through the pains and sufferings I wan to be the one who’s there

To wipe every tear u shed and fight every fear you have

I just want to be the one you love

But sadly that’s just a dream

Cause its all just unrequited love

2006-11-04T23:24:00.000-08:00

No end( by wei sheng and jeremy)

When you call my name in pain

It"ll never be in vain

I will run right to your side

No matter wads the plight

The sun it sets as i run

We held each other and watch the sun

The breeze brushes your hair as i looked at you

Whispered to your ears, "I love you"

We walked across the troubled lands

Together holding each other's hands

Like the clouds we float above

Never feeling so rebirthed

To the journey of love we walked

We rode on a white horse, when enemies crawled

Our love is assured by my every breath

We’ll never be apart, till he comes, named death

The way u make me really feel

Just wanna make me twirl and swirl

like the river that"s crystal clear

My love for you is ever real

This river flows surely to the sea

Proves my deep and pure love, for you to see

I tenderly surrender my heart to you

All to prove, a love that's forever true

Whenever i hold your hand it binds

Making me feel like I"m on cloud nine

Wad can be purer than the fire

Is the love i have for you which is dire

I felt love cleansing me, just like foam

For your hand it really felt like home

At all cost, let’s house the love,

For you"ve made sacrifices worth

Every scar and every wound

Is worth the pain even though its doom

Your love captivates my soul

And it"s bringing me closer to my goal

Coz the goal is you and you alone

I"ll be with you, you"ll never feel lone

Stay with me, don"t doubt our love

For it"s as pure and gentle as a dove

The days we spent together

Flies so fast like a panther

Though we"ve little days left

I"ll be with you even when I"m deaf

I"ll strum the love out, on my strings called "sword of storm"

It said that our love is sweet and warm

We still run over grass and sand

For our love, there"s never "the end"

2006-11-04T23:19:00.000-08:00

Missing you(by sa-li and me)

Pictures of you filled the empty spaces in my mind
As I lay awake I just can"t get you off the night
The silence broken by your laughter so dear
Your smile makes my dreams fulfilled

I only hope that you"d appear,
Appear in my lonely dream.
For that"s the happiest time it"ll be,
Only having you and me

Only the stars keep me company, ever since you left
The joy I felt when I"m with you no star can ever replace
Oh hear my cry, my sobbing heart it aches
I pray my pretty damsel you'll come back to me

I lift my hands and hopefully pray,
Pray to see you everyday
Yet not only is this dream not fulfilling,
Out from my heart these tears are spilling

The pain and endless suffering will it ever end?
The thought of you with someone else
Brings me to my knees, oh help me lord
I pray I pray I pray

People say seek and you"ll find,
But why am I still so far behind?
If it was only the purest of heart that can listen,
Then the cry of my heart you wouldn"t miss

Wherever you are please come back
There"s someone right here u need to heal
He"s crying out loud his eyes are sore
It"s all because he misses you